{"id":3265,"date":"2023-12-26T15:03:04","date_gmt":"2023-12-26T07:03:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.yaoxiaoshu.com\/?p=3265"},"modified":"2026-06-18T16:08:18","modified_gmt":"2026-06-18T08:08:18","slug":"yaoxiaoshu-vol-54","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.yaoxiaoshu.com\/en\/yaoxiaoshu-vol-54\/","title":{"rendered":"YAOXIAOSHU Vol.54: An Artist"},"content":{"rendered":"

Because of her explosive hairstyle, she is often called \"an artist\" when she first meets someone... .<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For a while, although I didn't reject it, I wasn't particularly fond of it either.
The reason is that I think I'm not pure enough to get rid of the mundane and fully immerse myself in the expression of my own world and emotions. In my perception, an artist should be extremely self-centered, not need to work for a living, or be supported or remain poor. There is no derogatory meaning here. Focus on expressing your own thoughts. Provide extreme emotional value for a very small number of people. Obviously, I haven't reached such an artistic height yet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not rejecting also lies in the fact that one has indeed been engaged in the relevant work all along. I have a certain pursuit of beautiful people, things and events, and I want to express my understanding of this world. But for the sake of making a living, one has to restrain and compromise. For a time, my life was made very awkward. I kept thinking and thinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But later I accepted it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Because I heard a saying: If you think your life has failed, just say, \"I'm in the art field.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n

\n
\n
\n
\n
\n <\/i>\n\t\t\tAdopter of YAOXIAOSHU#54 <\/div>\n
\n